♥ Poem ♥
From Trojon to Athens Home
he lost his way and a good 10years.
With danger and adventure,
he all brisk through.
hail to home with rivalries.
O dear lord with all his wits,
all his rivals gone for good.
O dear Odysseus and Penelope
a love thatlast for eternal.
- YiNGZ -
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007
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3:33 AM
Firs tutorial jus started yesterday. Haiz, can i say that its a bad experience, a bad tutorial grp and bad classmates? Heh, but still we are still lucky to get a grp member which the 3 of us happy with. Thanz god that we shake the bitches off and im ready for nxt mon to see bitches ended up with no groups. Even if they have, they gonna to have a bad time cos Compensation tutor is very persistent bout 4person per group and e no. of ppl for e integrated project differs for each module. Woohoo, bad time for them. While at the same time, hope that all projects can be finished in time.
Hmm...since dunno when, i seems to let the bad part of me to wander freely by themselves. Its like i am no longer surpressing that bad n evil part of me OR i simply cannot keep them in control. Evil thoughts, crude language, negative emotions (esp those angry ones) owas able to find their way to me.
I noe sometimes by letting these thoughts surface to the top is call "Be yourself" budden when it becomes too often, it kinda be abit irritating and by then, people starts to deter away from you. Anyway in the firs place im like tinking that is that "BE yourself" or jus that i have become a badder person. Is it the fact that im over confident, tinking that im superior than others or i have such low esteem that i can onli resort to critize people in order to gain back my confidence?
Ha...come to tink of it, its been sometime, i had praise someone. SHould do this one of this time and its time to ready to curb this bad habit.
End of Evil..