Wednesday, January 24, 2007
@ 7:08 AM

This had been a dramatic week for me, so many things had happened within these few days that realli make my mind in a whirlwind.
Since last thurs, all the electric appliances had seems to go on a strike, complaining the continuous and ill treatment recieved. My modem is the firs one to go haywire, den follow by my comp den follow by the TV. O god, internet, games and TV! Suddenly, my house was being rip off from all sources of entertainment and the onli thing i can do is to rot around and read storybook, occasionally crowd into my grandparents room to watch my fave tv show. Finally, the TV is back and i can use the comp, though some prob will still occur.
Oya, then thurs saw waichong when im at gym with enting. Haha..guess i reali changed alot these 2 years, cos he cnt even recognize me at the firs glance. Same thing applies to Kai Siang when me n linnet met him on fri at JP. For tt day, im so paiseh that Net come my hse n do nth cos all e things r down n my bro is nt at hm to play mahjong with us.
After tt, some bad n saddist news come along on Mon. Something hit me so hard that it made me cry the whole night. I even lost control of myself in school the next day. I tink i cried for quite sometime before i decide to keep all emotions within me n find my laughter back. Realli paiseh to May n Enting to hear my complains n emotion these few days. U all had tell me that u all dunno hw to console me but a listening ear is enough bcos i could have died keeping all these within me.
A hole in my family life is enough. I once thought that it was so perfect but nw, I felt that my roots is being pulled out by tt whole sad story. Suddenly, i being to search n tink that who i am actually. Budden well, Im still grateful for all the things dey had done and see me as if im their real X. This actually can be a whole new chapter to my life cos im no longer who i am. This had brought me tinking to some issues in life. Without the roots i used to tink i have, am i still me? Or will that affect of being who i am? U guys tell me. Am i still the HuiYing u all had known me all along.
After that today is worse. Nothing can be worst than this. Had a quarrel with Linnet. I realli dunno hw this thing start. We 2 jus somehow seems to blow everything up n there she refused to ans my call and im cursing n swearing under my breath. Initially, im actually quite upset with her when she didn care enough when smth so big had happened to me. Budden i cnt blame her can i? I didn tell her the thing firs and its thru msg, so things can get abit messy. Nw i noe, nt onli me cn be so stubborn n hot temper. Hers too. Actually this thing did affect me for the whole evening. But Everything i tink, is fine nw ba. Heehee.
C, so much had happened these few days. Tink im in a series of bad luck nw. Hope all these will end soon after the worst luck today. So night everyone.

To Net: tink cos u dunno e whole thing tts y u cnt show enough care, tink find one day i will tell u slowly ba. I noe u had ur own problems too. I jus hope that if i cn depend on u if anything happens and u cn throw everything to me when u had ur own fustration too. Though u said that its ok n theres no need to say sorry, but to me, i still feel that i ought too. Im so caught up with my own problem n feel that u too should give me all ur care n attention. Well, kinda childish n willful. Reali so sorry for being so insensitive. Anyway, nw den i realise hw i hate to quarrel with frens, somemore with someone who had noe me inside out n my closest fren. The feeling realli sux.
By the way, this is our firs time quarrelling rite? Or issit e second time? Dunno last time sec4 tt time consider as quarrel nt. Should record down ahaha cos it dont seems rite if we dont quarrel when both of us r so stubborn n hot temper.

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