♥ Poem ♥
From Trojon to Athens Home
he lost his way and a good 10years.
With danger and adventure,
he all brisk through.
hail to home with rivalries.
O dear lord with all his wits,
all his rivals gone for good.
O dear Odysseus and Penelope
a love thatlast for eternal.
- YiNGZ -
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
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7:44 AM
Its been long since i touch bout the topic love in this blog basically cos there is no longer that so call someone for me and nt much to blog bout this kind of topic when u dont hav tt someone in mind. Well, today i blogged cos yesterday met Enting n touched a lil on this topic, n today at work, oso touch a lil with Johnathan.
People owas like to ask if he/her is single or attached, n my ans would owas b, 'Ím nv attached.' Many would not believe it though. Its common. Johnathan as someone who is 5yrs older then me asked me ''So are you desperately looking for one now?'' I tot i will say YES but i surprise myself saying a NO with no guilt at all. I tot im eager to find one but when this question comes, i noe that, its truly no. Im enjoying my single life.
I told him frankly,''I will nv make a good gf and my bf will have high blood pressure if he have me as a gf. I simply dont have the time for bf. All my time is for studies n family'' This is one of the main reason, another reason is wat i told Enting yesterday, I still believe in Fairy tales and those Taiwan shows. I believe that my love story will b a romantic encounter (though im much of a romantic soul myself), and something that will make me rmb it foreva. I dont wan smth like the society now, go through nth and left nth behind. Its as though the relationship had nv ceased before. I dont wan to go thru love so many times. Jus one good one is enough though i truly doubt that i cn hang on to one guy foreva.
YES! Im contridicting myself. In fact when it comes to this, im owas contridicting myself. I dont wan to b tied down but i wan to b showered with concern. I wan to give but i noe im a selfish soul, i wont go out wholeheartedly. I wan to find someone whom i cn love him with all my heart, but i noe i will nv allow myself to fall thoroughly for anyone else except myself. At the end of the day, I will still love myself more than i love my guy.
Haiz....too much rubbish for today le, so that will b all for today. SO night everyone.
End of Love
