♥ Poem ♥
From Trojon to Athens Home
he lost his way and a good 10years.
With danger and adventure,
he all brisk through.
hail to home with rivalries.
O dear lord with all his wits,
all his rivals gone for good.
O dear Odysseus and Penelope
a love thatlast for eternal.
- YiNGZ -
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
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10:13 PM
It might sounded like a cliche to most people that happy moments are fragile. It often vanish at the firs moment when bad things happens and often people forget that they are actually happy jus the minut before. I simply dont understand why.
People who know me well will know that family is owas my upmost priorty. Its because they are important to me and i believe that they are the ones who will stay with me whenever im down or up. Yeah, it may be true but normally, those who hurt u the most is actually them too.
Im wondering that if i should keep on tinking that this is actually a happy family. Though we have no big probs in life but we have a time bomb in my family -- My mum. A very bad temper woman who will vent her anger on everyone each time she is not feeling good. I noe people will have their ups or downs but when it occur too many times, often, she hurts the people around her, including me. She is extremely fickle and willful, doing wateva she feels and not what she thinks, and often mistakes happens during these moments. Worse still, people hurt by her often have to feel that shes pathetic and even feel sorry for her .
Maybe she dont even fit to be a mother, she dont noe how to be one. SHe mayb a good fren but shes never a good mother. She cares for us and provide for us and yet, inside shes still childish and is like a kid. Too spoilt and wanna everything to be the way she wans it. Its a headache to have a mum like this in the family cos even sometimes, in terms of mentality wise, im even mature than her-- Last night is one good example, a going on 40yr old woman actually threaten to commit suicide when i pointed out that shes actually being unreasonable. The moment she did this, i feel that smth (which i dunno wats that) in my heart is actually shutting off from the world. Though, it hurts, it realli hurts to see someone so dear to you doing such stuff. She actually try to apologise this morning, but harm had already been done, can it be undone? I suddenly feel abit of awkwardness when she called me.
Whats gonna happen between me and her, will depends on the next few days.
End of Happy moments are Fragile
