Wednesday, July 12, 2006
@ 7:35 AM

A few days ago, im still very screwed up with projects, 3 project this week. So havoc n hectic but as days pass, mon hand in one, tues hand in 2. Im now onli left with 1 project which is EC. I hope that everything will run well n pls dear comp, dont give us more problems.
Yesterday is PMKT presentation. Nothing much but im pretty confident that for presentation, our group is considered the best and the tutor looks quite happy with our product. The problem is, the report pages exceed the maximum amount by 2 times!! I hope that wont deduct much of our marks. Though the report is long, we still missed out some scope like CRM n SCM but can see that e tutor is already satisfied with it. Much effort n time was pump in to have it look this way, so pls...
My folding stars skills is getting better, i managed to finish folding 200 of them within 4hours. I tot im going to spend alot of time on them. Haha. Im quite satisfied at how everything looks like and i hope e someone recieving it will be happy n touched too. ^^
Hmmm... Recently abit weird. No guy attraction. Nobody interest me or no one to give me have those kind of second look thoughts. Ermm.. Actually i tink its quite a good thing cos finally im no longer needing peopl n most imptly, treat all ppl equally. That kind of simple n neutral feeling is the best i tink. Most imptly, i cn come open, clean n frank with anything ppl ask me.
Actually, today i feeling quite xin fu. At lect hall, Juliana n Xia Jia came asking me to go ice skating with them. Jus cos of their invitation, actually i suddenly gt e urge to go. Budden haiz...realli tiring n changfang nt going. I abit sian. Den changfang said that she wanna bully him cos he make me sad n stuff. Seriously, who doesnt feel touched n moved by these words? Though someone may say that shes being not so sincere saying these words. However, no way am i going to doubt her words, cos i TRUST her. Furthermore shes one of those fren that though we dont go out often but we noe that we cn tell each other stuff, share same interest n care for each other. One more thing, i enjoy their company though we are not so close. They dont treat me as an outsider. Suddeny feels that actually, theres ppl who care.
Im getting out of e big black whole? Sometimes, e blackness n emptiness still fills me up unnoticingly. Well, better dont give much thought bout it. Anyway tml going out. I shld bring out my best laughter to her. Yeah!!!

End of Project handed up. Free for the moment.