-|*|My Sweetie Cutie|*|-

♥ Poem ♥

From Trojon to Athens Home
he lost his way and a good 10years.
With danger and adventure,
he all brisk through.
hail to home with rivalries.
O dear lord with all his wits,
all his rivals gone for good.
O dear Odysseus and Penelope
a love thatlast for eternal.

- YiNGZ -

# Wishes

Name --> Ying (Chinese Online -->Shadow)

D.O.B --> 18/12/88 (Sagitauraus

Interest --> Writing, Reading, Sleeping, Eating, Listening to music, Watching TV

Current Reading --> Greek & Rome Mythology

# Wishes

To stay happy 4eva

To travel around the world, especially Taiwan, China, Japan & Finland

To have lots of money to go backpacking

To visit Globe Theatre in Britain

Watch Shakespearian Play

To eat and not get fat

To have a new laptop

To be a scriptwriter/ author

# Likes

Travelling

Good looking guys

Delicacies & good food

Pretty stuff

Artworks as in plays, musics, dramas & comc

Stars --> Alien, Show, Sammi

Colours --> Black, White, Grey, Pink, Blue

-YingZ-

# Chat

Let's talk

♪ Entries

Sunday, July 23, 2006
@ 7:34 AM

People who cares I believe that i mus say a BIG THANK YOU to all of you. You all have been repeatively taking my nonsense over and over again jus becos i fall for one big idiot. I pin for him, cries for him, crazy over him, both happy and sad over him. However, more often, its tears that he gave me instead of laughter.

I can say that im a total failure. 9months and i got no progress on our frenships. Now, i tink all of you should congratulate me on getting over him. I cant be warrant that the next time i c him, my heart would not skip a beat or something. But wat i can assure is that he is a past now and im trying all my best to forget him.

Im fed up with him, disgusted with him and even feels that hes pathetic. He took joy in teasing me, talking nonsense and bull shitting. A insecure coward deep inside who eventually will hurt anyone who cares for him. I rmb once enting said, 'if he realli likes you and dont treasure it now, one day, he will regret it.' Im not sure if hes going to regret if im not going to like him anymore but wat i wan to show is that, i needed to be treasured and not tormented like wat it is now.

I owas knew that needing someone is a mistake, a real big mistake. Mayb leaving this pathetic forte of mine may means that my defense is up again but i dont wan to be controlled by anyone anymore. If he realli tinks that he can control my behaviour and emotions, then, hes wrong, utterly wrong. Even if im being manipulated and cotrolled now, eventually i will break off those chains and seek my freedom again. Now im going to do so. Im going to be myself again.

Again a BIG THANK YOU and A Kiss to those who had helped me, tolerate me, love me, give me advices during these 9months. Im going to end this stupid period and im sure you all will be glad to noe that.. I love all of you. Muackz

End of Free From Locks