Saturday, April 28, 2007
@ 1:54 AM

After studying in Ngee Ann for bout 2 years plus, Me and Enting finally know how to go Holland V from school. Hmm...the process was bit of adventure though. We were told by May that we can take either 75 or 61, then we shld alight when we c a cold storage and a overhead birdge. So, when we saw both of that at Holland Drive, we both alight though knowing that the possibility of that place being Holland V is very slim...
After some walking and another bus ride, we finally arrived at Holland V. Since we are still early, me and enting walk around Holland V. In need of finding a small coin pouch to put my MP3 player. After that met Hanloon and YongSin, so there we go for dinner at dunno wat Hog's Wrath Cafe. The variety is limited but manage to order a main course consist of chicken and mash potato, enting ordered Atlantic Salmon and both the guys order steak. I mus admit that im a lil tempted by the steak but since i swear to god that im nt eating them in 10years, i kept my promise. Ahaha. The food was not too bad, but jus that the serving is a lil too big, making me too full and with a sense of sickness in the stomach. Budden Enting say that the restaraunt is already slashed off from her list..Haiz. Though finished eating, the 4 of us stayed awhile and have some chat. Not realli a chat la cos most of the time, im owas being shoot by HanLoon. Grrr...
Then the place beome so crowded with so many people waiting, we left the restaraunt at bout 8 and headed for Starbucks for another round of chat. This e firs time that i went Starbucks. Dont reali like to drink coffee so ordered Raspberry Cream based ice blended. Enting said that after finishing that, i will die of fatness. Haiz. After that proceed on to the chat. By then, Im already like quite tired so didn reali join in the convo, somemore dunno wat to say oso. Hanloon and Enting jus keep saying that im owas in my own thoughts. But i swear to god that i reali listen to their chat and laughed most of the time. Haiz, TInk its been long i have like that, other than sometimes entertaining myself.
Then bout 10, we leave StarBucks. After yesterday, i reali feel that its impossible for me to laugh like that in T44. The class is simply DEAD AND COLD. It reali does feel good if these kind of meeting can be hold often but i doubt there will anymore of this.
On the whole, its a nice nite. Good Day everybody.

End of Dine out...

Tuesday, April 24, 2007
@ 3:33 AM

Firs tutorial jus started yesterday. Haiz, can i say that its a bad experience, a bad tutorial grp and bad classmates? Heh, but still we are still lucky to get a grp member which the 3 of us happy with. Thanz god that we shake the bitches off and im ready for nxt mon to see bitches ended up with no groups. Even if they have, they gonna to have a bad time cos Compensation tutor is very persistent bout 4person per group and e no. of ppl for e integrated project differs for each module. Woohoo, bad time for them. While at the same time, hope that all projects can be finished in time.
Hmm...since dunno when, i seems to let the bad part of me to wander freely by themselves. Its like i am no longer surpressing that bad n evil part of me OR i simply cannot keep them in control. Evil thoughts, crude language, negative emotions (esp those angry ones) owas able to find their way to me.
I noe sometimes by letting these thoughts surface to the top is call "Be yourself" budden when it becomes too often, it kinda be abit irritating and by then, people starts to deter away from you. Anyway in the firs place im like tinking that is that "BE yourself" or jus that i have become a badder person. Is it the fact that im over confident, tinking that im superior than others or i have such low esteem that i can onli resort to critize people in order to gain back my confidence?
Ha...come to tink of it, its been sometime, i had praise someone. SHould do this one of this time and its time to ready to curb this bad habit.

End of Evil..

Saturday, April 14, 2007
@ 4:44 AM

Jus one day plus to school reopen. For the whole of last week, i had reformatted my IBM laptop and tried reinstalling those software that my comp used to have. It is onli today that Enting and Me went back school to try installing Microsoft Office and Norton. I can only say, its a mistake to go today. We can go on anytime earlier but not from today onwards.
The situation was bad. Very Bad. Plenty of year one students went back to school to get their softwares installed. My comp gana jammed and restarted a few times due to the lagging of school server. O, WTF, if i knew this will happen, i wont even go reformat my comp in the firs place. At least, i need not stand all the waitings. We waited bout 3 hours before the school server starts to run abit faster when some people left, and another hour plus for the whole thing to load and be fully installed. Add up all the time we wasted, its bout 4-5 hours of waiting. F***.
Ok, enough of the complaining, lets go back to school reopen. Its owas my habit to prepare new stuff for a new semester. Be it new shoes, bag, clothes, stationary or some other stuff. At least i tink by shopping for all these stuff will tends to increase my enthusasiam for school. Yeah, for this coming sem, i gotta lots and lots of new stuff. AHaha.
Just an hour ago, my and mum just went shopping at JP. We went there once i got home from school. Needless to say, im tired and practically had no mood to shop around. Haiz, but mum just keep pulling me around. Handphones, skincare product & ect. Things onli starts to get interesting when we enter BodyShop. Owas been tinking of buying perfume and i noe that BodyShop gt just wat i wan, so i jus went in and look around when mum was looking at some firming lotion. Then i pull ma to looked at the perfumes. Soon, we are talking bout which bottles and scent to buy instead of whether to buy it anot. Ahaha.
Ya, women, owas shopping for the uneeded stuff. We shopped just BodyShop alone for hundred over dollars on skincare, perfume and mum's body firming lotion and i tell mum this month, we both can just chew on the products alone since we had bought so many. LoL.
Last but not least, hope the new class will be fun and filled with friendly classmates. Also hope that i will have some romantic encounter soon. AHaha...tts just plain bullshit.

End of School Reopening...

Tuesday, April 03, 2007
@ 3:28 AM

Days at home were boring. Day after day and i tink that i nearly suffer from depression. It got so out of hand that i begin to doubt my own presence, my own personality and the people around me. Budden for those who starts to get worried can be assured that the depression is gone for good. Im jus being kept in the house for too long a period of time. Once i get out of the house and squander some money away, the emptiness will jus go away itself.
Well, went shopping with YP today. Its bout 2years since we last go out and i reali miss those times when we are in PJ during the 3months. Haiz, just the firs few minutes of the meeting, she gave me 2 surprises. One is that she had broken up with her BF who they had been together for bout 3 years. Shes sad, v sad. I mean me being jus a onlooker oso feel the pain, let alone for the person herself. Nxt is that, she actualli noe one of my Pri Sch fren. This particular pri school fren of mine seems to like to mix with my sec school frens alot. Well, something romantic nearly came out of these 2 people,once, and its now over. Howeva theres one thing both of us agree is that JS is real good looking. He got everything a gal wans. The look, the height and the future. That is the main reason why, theres always no lack of gals around him.
Then we came out with this particular idea of going out together. Wahaha. Well, the execution part i will leave it to YP to do it. hehee
Shopped some stuff for school reopen like bag, clothes, bottom and shoes. Haha, of course i spend a great deal of money (Near to a $100), but the feeling is good. Somehow, im ready for school reopen but jus beginning of the month, and im broke, gotta scrimp and save from now on again!!
Reali feel good today and i hope it will feel this good always. Bye everyone. ^^

End of SHOPPING SPREE!!!