Sunday, September 24, 2006
@ 4:44 AM

I noe of a bad news that should have happened long ago. Some guys had read my old blog. For those of you who frequent my blog should noe that my previous blog for the past 6 months is nth but bout A and he had actually read that along with his frens. Seriously i forgot bout wat i wrote in there but i noe its all bout hw i feel n tink bout him then. Nw they had read that, I gt realli nth to say. Initially tot that i actually wanna b his fren but nw, i tink i better stop contacting him.
Its nt my fault actually, neither is his. I had my freedom to do wateva stuff in my private blog and he too had his freedom to read anything that is on the web. Its jus that, after reading, everything jus gone like that. Initially, im realli angry and upset when i heard this news but i noe, i had no right to. Though it feels like my privacy is being intruded and my deepest secret is being dig out but nothing is private on the web and i had learnt this lesson the hard way.
The onli thing i should feel lucky is that, my latest entry in that blog is bout 2-3 months ago le and anyone with brains should noe that, im no longer carrying a torch for him. Im lucky that they actually found the blog onli till now and not back then. If its back then, i tink i will cry it out loud and not like this, blogging here calmly. Howeva, still, i had to admit that the whole thing still affect me cos im loosing mayb not jus one fren but 2 fren.
I realli should not start liking anyone for nw. If e same thing happen to me again, i tink i will not be able to withstand e blow.

End of A disaster that should have happened happened...

Saturday, September 23, 2006
@ 6:40 AM

Doing the morning shift, time passes fast but when you do the late morning shift, which is from 11-8p.m., you will find that time passes alot slower. Worse still, when there is alot of ppl on the shift, there will be cases where 2-3 ppl to a set of PCs and phones. Im too lazy to serve the customers and fight over the PCs and phones, thus everyday, I jus sit there do nth and slack ard. As usual, my passion for things owas cannot last and died down quickly. For the first few weeks, things seems interesting and fun, but as time goes by, its all the same everyday. Haizzz. Im simply so BORED by the whole job and hope that it quickly ends. Lucky its already the 4th week and starting the 5th week. Finally, its ending soon.
Today half day at work is slack and surprisingly it passes rather fast ahaha. Then went home sleep and meet WeiSheng in the evening. At first im wondering if i shld go out with him cos i realli scared that it will b real awkward but in the end, I still decided to go. He treated me to Cafe Cartel. He told me that it will b ard $10+ but turn out to $20 plus. First time in my life treated by someone not so close abit paiseh. Wanna pay him back but he said no and even secretly go pay without me knowing. After dinner intended to watch movie but all movie starts v late so we dropped the idea cos i dont wan to go hm too late. Ahahaha. Today i did one stunt, rather paiseh and made him laught till mad. GOD!! Im so EMBARASSED!!!
After dinner then we left for home but talked quite alot on the train and yes!! NO AWKWARDNESS!! Surprisingly oso that he didnt smoke on that day and no vulgarities from him...ahaha. After we bid goodbye, i went JP Wallet Shop and bought a new wallet with the pay i got a few weeks ago. Heehee. Finally a new wallet and first time i bought such a ex wallet but lucky have 15% dicount coupon. HEehee.
SO there goes my Saturday night. Can say that i have fun, hope you all had yours too. Night.

End of 4th week of attachment = getting bored

Wednesday, September 13, 2006
@ 7:44 AM

Its been long since i touch bout the topic love in this blog basically cos there is no longer that so call someone for me and nt much to blog bout this kind of topic when u dont hav tt someone in mind. Well, today i blogged cos yesterday met Enting n touched a lil on this topic, n today at work, oso touch a lil with Johnathan.
People owas like to ask if he/her is single or attached, n my ans would owas b, 'Ím nv attached.' Many would not believe it though. Its common. Johnathan as someone who is 5yrs older then me asked me ''So are you desperately looking for one now?'' I tot i will say YES but i surprise myself saying a NO with no guilt at all. I tot im eager to find one but when this question comes, i noe that, its truly no. Im enjoying my single life.
I told him frankly,''I will nv make a good gf and my bf will have high blood pressure if he have me as a gf. I simply dont have the time for bf. All my time is for studies n family'' This is one of the main reason, another reason is wat i told Enting yesterday, I still believe in Fairy tales and those Taiwan shows. I believe that my love story will b a romantic encounter (though im much of a romantic soul myself), and something that will make me rmb it foreva. I dont wan smth like the society now, go through nth and left nth behind. Its as though the relationship had nv ceased before. I dont wan to go thru love so many times. Jus one good one is enough though i truly doubt that i cn hang on to one guy foreva.
YES! Im contridicting myself. In fact when it comes to this, im owas contridicting myself. I dont wan to b tied down but i wan to b showered with concern. I wan to give but i noe im a selfish soul, i wont go out wholeheartedly. I wan to find someone whom i cn love him with all my heart, but i noe i will nv allow myself to fall thoroughly for anyone else except myself. At the end of the day, I will still love myself more than i love my guy.
Haiz....too much rubbish for today le, so that will b all for today. SO night everyone.

End of Love

Tuesday, September 12, 2006
@ 7:15 AM

This is already the 3rd week into the attachment. For the past one week, all we have been doing is just handling calls and serving customers, close sales and make sales. U can say its rather boring but everyone says their attachment are boring. Anyway, Still have 4 more weeks to go and further more, at the end of this month, I gtg for e travel fair and have to work even on sunday from 9am-10pm though, there will b xtra cash. I rather wan my sunday than the xtra cash. Haizzzz
NOthing much happened and time realli passes by v slowly, have been craving for weekends so badly now but lucky for this sat, i have another day off. Thus this week can be considered as a short week to me, still, 3 more days to go.
Today at work is super slack today mayb cos that Molly is not around and we will do wateva we like. Some of us jus camp down there, eat tidbits and chitchating. Wahaha i noe its abit bad la, but when Molly is ard, we wont b like this anyway.
Meet Enting today for dinner. Had been some time since i last saw her. I intend to eat Crystal Jade but changed to Pizza. I tink i owas influence Enting to eat those ex ex stuff, but work so hard, have to pamper urself at times. Heehee. Eat till halfway, im falling aslp le cos im super tired. Nowadays, i realli cannot tahan for v long after work, have used to sleeping early le. After eating, went buy dinner for her dear, pay phone bills and we left JP.
While waiting for bus saw YongSin, have a small chat and left. Though its a short and tiring night, but meeting frens still feels wonderful...ahaha. So that will be all for tonight, good luck and night to u guys. Night!!

End of Third week into ITP...

Saturday, September 02, 2006
@ 3:39 AM

Exams are over and attachment follows. Before attachment, had recieve a no. of msg from some ppl, wishing me good luck for attachment n i thanz these people frm the bottom of my heart. I realli doubt i cn pull thru for the whole holi since i nv stay long for a job n i basically hate work.
It had been one week at Transtar Travel at Golden Mile Complex. At firs when im posted to Golden Mile, Im super unhappy cos seriously i had no idea on where it is, wulu, far from MRT station and the whole place is filled with weird people and weird smell. At firs glance, the whole place totally sux.
Work started formally on Wednesday. Firs day at work, though not familiar with the packages and the systems, we are forced to handle calls and serve customers. Molly (the manager) said that its for us to have some hands on. So no choice, we are forced to handle calls n customers with the help of our seniors. As day goes by, with the help from various ppl like Jo, Frevone and TingTing, we started to get used to the life there and know how to handle the customers, though there is still alot to learn for us. Im happy working there as there is plenty of stuff for me to do so that time passes fast. I can even forget lunch if nobody reminds me that its lunch time. Firs sucessful job that make me feel like continue doing it, mayb cos that i noe i had no choice but to do it.
The people there, no matter it is colleages or the customers, are all very nice people. Few customers even praises me that my service is good and im friendly. Ahaha...i nv noe that i cn do so well in service. Jus a few days at work and i recieve these praises, mayb that is cos I enjoy serving them ba. Hee. At work, Jo patiently teaches us all the stuff bout package tours even by forsaking her own sales when they are actually commission based workers. Frevone helps us handles the more troublesome calls and even handed me her locker key to enable me to safekeep my $$ after the flunder i made on Wed. Tingting too, patiently teaches me how to handle the proceeding work after selling off an package. Collien treats us very nice oso, make sure we have our lunch and feel comfortable jus like Frevone too. I sincerely feels very grateful too these people as they realli make my each day at work.
Today is firs time working on a weekend and there not much customers, causing my sales to suffers. Didn do much there, jus keep on folding e cards and talk crap with Johnathan. Can say that its the slackest days since wed. Johnathan is funny la...complain here complain there ahaha. We 2 jus sit at one corner chatting while folding the cards.
Howeva of course not everything is good there. I dont like the upper management level. Molly can be late for work everyday for at least half an hour. In front of us she seems so wow.. but in front of e boss shes jus nth. Seriously, she shld set a good example to us, though i noe she seems to quite like me.
K, that will be all for this week. I noe it had been sometime after i blogged but no choice im tired out everyday after work. I hope Enting enjoy her work n too, Linnet study hard for her coming exams and good luck to her. K..Bye bye everyone.

End of Attachment...