Thursday, August 24, 2006
@ 8:06 AM

Its been some time i've blogged, bout a week plus. Basically not much things happen these few days cos of exams, exams n exams. Had to prepare for em and at the same time, watch VCD...ahaha. But frankly speaking, while im studying, im tinking bout 'Princess Hour', but when im watching, im nt tinking bout study, can say that i lack the last push during this exam. Well, its owas e case anyway.
This time round, all e papers, im nt as confident as i am compared to common test. For each paper, at least 10 marks gone. I struggled thru OM paper, Crap thru EC and smoke thru FIT, to me, onli PMKT paper is the easier paper. Haiz...die le this time, hope realli can make it to 3.7. If nt at least an 3.5 PLS!!!!!
Well, today went KAP early to teach WeiSheng FIT, though im of not much help. Erm... firs time being at the same table with a smoker. Seriously i dunno hw to react cos i dont like but abit paiseh to say out cos hes actually my cousin fren so nt tt close. One thing im actually afraid is that my clothes will be stain with all e smell but lucky dont have. Hes quite a nice guy la though abit too vulgar le. The whole morning im hearing those v v profound de vulgarities. Its been such a long time tt im getting along with this type of people. I nearly forget that they actually exist. Not meant to be deragotary and like i said, hes a nice guy. Jus one year diff n he make me feel like im a xiao mei mei in front of him...Haiz...ANyway, glad to hear that he WILL pass FIT since he say that the paper is easy.
After exams, went study with Enting till not long ago jus reach home. Like i say, i realli no mood to study n read here read there, its still all e same. Its like i had read them for a hundred times n its inside, revision makes everything seems so...boring n foolish. Jus one good thing is that i manage to finish memorising the formulas. Realli hope that AAA paper is easy and i will score realli well cos well AAA is e onli module that i have confident to get an AD. On e way to meet Enting that time saw ShaoKai...haha, been so long he called out my name, feels so familiar but at the same time feels so strange.
Anyway, its realli a good day minus e FIT paper part. Consider the fact that i get to know a new fren (though before that we noe each other le), heard an old fren called out my name after bout 6 yrs and went study with Enting n crap n laugh alot oso. We 2 abit mad when studying oso la, so actually not to an extend that studying is realli that boring.
Finally tml is last paper n yeah, holi for 3 days n work. Hope everyone had a good time n nite. =)

End of Examinations....

Tuesday, August 15, 2006
@ 10:13 PM

It might sounded like a cliche to most people that happy moments are fragile. It often vanish at the firs moment when bad things happens and often people forget that they are actually happy jus the minut before. I simply dont understand why.
People who know me well will know that family is owas my upmost priorty. Its because they are important to me and i believe that they are the ones who will stay with me whenever im down or up. Yeah, it may be true but normally, those who hurt u the most is actually them too.
Im wondering that if i should keep on tinking that this is actually a happy family. Though we have no big probs in life but we have a time bomb in my family -- My mum. A very bad temper woman who will vent her anger on everyone each time she is not feeling good. I noe people will have their ups or downs but when it occur too many times, often, she hurts the people around her, including me. She is extremely fickle and willful, doing wateva she feels and not what she thinks, and often mistakes happens during these moments. Worse still, people hurt by her often have to feel that shes pathetic and even feel sorry for her .
Maybe she dont even fit to be a mother, she dont noe how to be one. SHe mayb a good fren but shes never a good mother. She cares for us and provide for us and yet, inside shes still childish and is like a kid. Too spoilt and wanna everything to be the way she wans it. Its a headache to have a mum like this in the family cos even sometimes, in terms of mentality wise, im even mature than her-- Last night is one good example, a going on 40yr old woman actually threaten to commit suicide when i pointed out that shes actually being unreasonable. The moment she did this, i feel that smth (which i dunno wats that) in my heart is actually shutting off from the world. Though, it hurts, it realli hurts to see someone so dear to you doing such stuff. She actually try to apologise this morning, but harm had already been done, can it be undone? I suddenly feel abit of awkwardness when she called me.
Whats gonna happen between me and her, will depends on the next few days.

End of Happy moments are Fragile

Sunday, August 13, 2006
@ 5:29 AM

Firstly, attachment pay and everything is out. My pay is consider one of the better ones which is $600, budden hor e collegues wise, all i dunno n nv c before. Except for Jamine who is one of my ex schoolmates. Not v close though but at least sometime when we c each other in school we will have a small chat. A real small one.
This week im v prone in meeting old frens n jus yesterday i met 3 of them, Tues met 1. Keynes, JieSheng, Stanley and Poh Hui. For Stanley and Keynes i jus happen to c em, didn say hi or anything. But for JieSheng and Poh Hui, of course we did at least talk. A pleasant surprise.
The more pleasant surprise is that JieSheng is my pri sch fren and imagine that it had been at least 3years since we contact each other. I mean ya, we have emails n things but most of the time, its onli there for show, Hp no is jus a waste of memory space. I realli cnt recognise him at the firs look cos hes realli diff from pri Sch times. I still need time to process that who is he actually or mayb i realli sux at remembering faces. Well, on the whole, wat i wanna say is tt, he actually called me on my phone when i say i saw him. Its like as though the blank years are not there at all and the frenship is still pure and good. This is the magic of Pri Sch frens, its owas so simple and pure and a pleasent surprise when u met them. A pity that a big handsome guy n i dont have e feeling. Wahaha. Hes attached anyway.
At night, i saw QianYi's parent and have a small chat with them, n i managed to watch a very memorable horror show of my chidhood times too. Its like the whole day, im filled with the wonderful feeling. Heehee. Not only prone to old frens, but my childhood too.
Exams time coming n its all now study study n study. Hope i have enough time to study everything. 1week break n yet, i dont have e mood for study. This time round is like e mood is easily affected and disrupted. Haiz.
K, i tink that will b all for tonight. Hope all of u study well for coming test n exams n also, have a nice night.

End of A week prone to old frens...

Wednesday, August 09, 2006
@ 4:27 AM

Last night, which is 8/8/06, went esplande with May n Enting to watch e fireworks. Initially, i ask ask onli, didn expect them to wan to go but end out, both of em interested so off we go.
Went PMKT optional tutorial last morning and end out onli 6ppl turn up. We 3, HanLoon, Kenneth n Sara. Was rather surprise that Kenneth actually turn up n YongSing didn. Anyway, e tutorial was rather dead la, such a small class, n most of e time, e tutor is so call 'çhitchating' 'with the guys. Then us gals, talk among ourselves, didn learn much from the tutorial actually.
After the tutorial went for lunch n head for library for revision. Enting was rather restless at firs during the revision, keep talking n talking...wahaha. Ltr on, may cannot Tahan n ask us if we wanna go gai gai instead. End out we 3 decided to stay on till 4 cos enting suddenly got e motivation. Dunno where e motivation come from oso...
After revision head off to esplande. Wa....alot of ppl leh. Its been so long i come in touch with crowds cos everywhere i go, i tend to avoid places that are too crowded. Haiz...cannot get use to it. Went Han's for dinner. I order a full course meal n May order a spagh, enting too full n order nothing. Erm..dunno is their appetite too small or mine too big le. But realli, recently i tink smth ( which i dunno wats is that...mayb a baby??) gt inside me tt make me keep eating n eating though im already v full. They are rather...shock i cn say.
After tt we went book place for fireworks watching session at bout 7. 2hrs before the whole thing, its already so pack but lucky we manage to find a good spot to rest our legs. Then for 2 hrs, we sit there crapping n teasing each other but was rather fun...heehee. One sad thing is we didn bring any entertainment n FOOD with us. Make us so bored n mouth itch like siao. Finally e fireworks came n everybody dunno y, die die mus stand up to watch de...typical singaporeans...Haiz. THe fireworks are nice. Firs time come so close to it, so beautiful n nice...its like another world altogether. Took alot of pics till my HP gt no more space. Budden hor, many are redundunt n have to DELETE!!
After that went home budden go home that time is 10000000times worse than we came that time. So super pack that the whole entrance is gana jam. So stuffy n smelly and have to wait for bout 10mins before we get out and into the streets. Zzzz thats wat i dont like bout crowds. U push me n i push u, u touch me n i touch u...eeeek!!!
On the whole, its a beautiful night with beautiful memories. I tink i will rmb it 4eva. Thanz gals for giving me such a wonderful night. Muackz...

End of Fireworks at Esplande

Friday, August 04, 2006
@ 7:23 AM

Firs of all, Happy bdae Linnet!!! Bcos of her, today, im in a rather good mood. Heehee, even early in the morning, Hanloon said so too. Wahaha.
So i met her after OM tutorial which is at bout 1.30 when i reached Far East. We went to have lunch at Scott's road and head off to Taka, Kino. The lunch was at Ajisen. Seriously, have Crystal Jade till we 2 sian le, so no choice. We 2 sit there for an hour or so jus to chit chat...ahaha and as expected, mostly the topic was on my husband, YuanChang!! I handed the present to Linnet during lunch and lucky, she seems to like the gift. Thats wat im happy and relieved about.
At Kino, Linnet bought a Korean book and me initially wanted to buy YuanChang's book but haiz, short of cash so drop the idea of buying it. Then headed to HMV but the VCDs there is realli pricey and again, i dropped the idea of buying anything there.
SO we went Plaza Sing for movies. Again, intially wanted to watch Lake House but the queue was realli long then and cnt catch the movie in time, so we switched to Dragon Tiger Gate. Yeah!!! Finally i managed to watch that show. Nice show i can say, quite funny and the actions scenes are nice but dont watch it if you are those die hard action lover cos alot of things is based on computerised effects. Jus drop wateva perception you have to watch the show cos one may find the storyline abit old, but wat do you expect out of a 2oyrs old comic, right? Nice show realli....
After the show, we went to buy a bottle of Vodka home, consider as a mark of the beggining of her 18yr old life. Budden hor, that Linnet dont dare to buy and i have to pose off as an 18yr old adult to buy...Zz n i managed to pass lo. Do i realli look that old? Haiz...i guess so ba. Today buy QiangWeiZhiLian oso like that. Zzz.
End out, me alone finished half of the bottle of the Vodka cos nobody wanna drink. Alot of 'budden''s today but still a nice day after all. Nice feeling and nice atmosphere. Always have endless topic to chat with Linnet wheneva we r together n tts...RARE!!.
So that will b end of today''s entry. I had my fun and i hope u all had urs too. Its a friday night, a night for relaxation.

End of Happy Bdae Linnet!!

Wednesday, August 02, 2006
@ 6:21 AM

Today lesson for 2hours den went Bugis for shopping spree. At firs, e plan was to go watch movie but hor in the end, e 3 of us were so bored by e idea so we decided to went shopping at Bugis Village instead. Hmm.... Didn realli shop to my heart content cos im super short of cash! I mus persist for the sake of my Husband, somemore, im still going out on Fri...^^ Budden still manage to buy a few item which i tink is worth it. 1necklace, 1 so call bracelet and 1formal top for onli $10!!! So cheap!!! Heehee.
Mainly today is fun cos all of us bought something, even Enting bought things, n she actually bought e most la. Waha. All of us, try try here n try try there, here try there try, everything try try, so FUN!!! N we Walk walk here n walk walk there, here walk there walk, everywhere walk walk. We actually walked for at least 4hours, jus for the sake of shopping. No wonder people say shopping is the hobby of all women.. wahaha. Finally, all of us cannot the pain in our feet, we decided to call it a day n go home.
Im tired, so tired. Though last night i sleep early, i still dont have energy for today the shopping. Wats happening to me? One more thing, Im getting FATTER!!! OMG!!!
Haiz....My skin is in terrible condition, so lack of mositure. I tink i will apply some clear pores mask den tml apply some vitamins mask. Soooooo long nv do facial le, tml mus realli give myself a treat so tt fri i can pretty pretty go out. Whaha.
So that will be all for tonight. Love you all so much!!

End of Shopping @ Bugis