Wednesday, July 26, 2006
@ 7:28 AM

Recieved my ITP letter and i was posted to Regent Star Travel Pte Ltd in LAVENDER! If i took an MRT, i tink it should be alright BUT Lavender. Everyone is posted to areas somewhere near their house, JE, Tiong Bahru n me? Pratically travelling from one an to another end of the MRT line. Working hours is typical office hours 9-6 or 11-8. Hope it wont b too late when i reach home.
Haiz...but at least it is not sales which i dreaded lots. I hope i need not entertain the customers there. Mayb i can help to deal with the enquiries or help with the paperwork? In this way, at least i can learn how the whole process works and sure will be a benefit for my future working life. Jus hope that all is not nothing but jus my dreams.
Tml im meeting ShaoWei alone. When he mentioned to ask Amelia along, my eyes realli lit up for awhile. At least, it will not be that weird but haiz...she cannot make it. I do miss her n its a pity. Firs time going out with a guy. Seriously im tinking of cancelling off but since im e one who initiate e outing, it will not be so appropriate if i call it off suddenly. Im realli not use to the idea of going out with a guy alone. Some people may comment, 'wat the heck, its 21st century now. Wake up old lady! Its common.' but still the weird feeling is inside me. Wat i scared is e awkwardness n inability to react. I noe we are frens, jus frens (though some ppl thought that there will b sparks) but it had been a long time since we meet up, a yr plus ba. Mayb theres no topic at all.
Alan, a name that i do not want to be reminded of still pops into my mind sometimes howeva i believe its time to go n for goodbyes. Mayb like Enting says, he realli like me a lil bit but tts me. I realli think that im still not ready for a relationship . Im still not ready to the closeness and bonding of 2 separate gender n individual bodies. I tink i have to take it slow.
K, tt will be all for tonight. Nitez everyone!! ^^

End of Attachment